I've been reading Mother Theresa's Come Be My Light, usually during and after dinner, and I was thinking about her "darkness" which she describes as a separation from God.
Now, i'm no theologian or apologist, so i dont claim to know anything about catholic mysticism; but i believe scripture and the teaching and traditions of the church.
so the following thoughts are entirely my own;
Separation from God.
To hear him, smell him, feel his presense.
For some, it's soft and subtle.
For others, it's loud, blinding and overwhelming, especially when someone receives a call to a priestly or vocational life, so that when the call is answered, and His voice appears to soften or even disappear, it may feel like abandonment; but it's not. God never abandons those he calls to serve Him.
He already knows that the only thing necessary to serve Him is to be willing to listen to Him and to say yes. Just like a parent who gives life to their young, feeds them and shelters them and teaches them, there comes the inevitable day when the young have been given all they need and they must venture out on their own to continue to grow.
So too does God, give us life, he feeds, shelters and teaches us, so that when He calls, He knows you are ready to accept your mission, like the Apostles, with Him, but without Him.
To say yes is time for you to bear testimony (Luke 21:13); the only tools necessary are those he gives; a mouth and wisdom, which none of your adversaries will be able to withstand or contradict (Luke 21:15).
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